The kind where you wish you had stood in bed? Lately that's all I seem to have. No ambition, no motivation- just the blahs. Is it the winter that has seemingly been dragging on and on this year?
Is it the fact that my little sister is most likely not sober? (again) Or is it just the winter icky, that will go away once the sun starts to shine more often?
I don't know, I really honestly don't. The last year was so incredibly hard for me- it has taken it's toll on me mentally, and physically.
School is wonderful, my kids are wonderful, so why I can't I shake this feeling?
I think it has to do with the pending nuptials of my oldest child. Worry about how that's going to work. (Even though it's over a year away at this point) I will be seeing people I have never met, and seeing people I wished never to see again (well in some way at any rate) It's a puzzlement I must work out.
That and what color dress I am going to wear- as I pointed out to both my daughters I have plenty of time to figure it out don't I?
I just want the blah to go away, and the sad-
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Mary, I give this to you.
Here is a Rose,
To hold in your hand,
To make you smile,
To make you feel grand.
Here is a heart,
Warm, full of life,
Here is a world,
Absent of strife.
Here is the sun,
Bright, gay and true,
Bringing some joy this day,
To YOU.
Lori
(c) Lori Trevino 1/26/10
Lori, thank you, this is beautiful~
Ah Mary,
I'm sorry your struggling right now.
The "blahs" just suck, don't they, even if we can't pinpoint why we are going through them.
Maybe summer will bring some change - I hope so for you!!
I'll be thinking of you and hoping you are feeling better.
Cassi, you are a doll- and you are right- Thank you--
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